Assalamualaikum.
So erm, I used to dedicate blog posts to friends that I really hope to be my forever friend in my old long lost blog that I dont even bukak lagi now. Most of them are school friends yang because of them my school life and my awful teenage years seems prettier. I am actually a survivor of zaman remaja yang teruk. Hahaha. They should make me duta belia 2008 sebenarnya. Lapuk sudah. kahkahkah, taklah, I am spoiled, a totally spoiled child, actually.
And for this post, its something different, it will be about a person that I met during my campus life. So the story goes like this.
I faced a really tough first semester, I got sick like really really sick because I was so sad to be away from home , to be away from my mom that I almost quit. But I dont. The first semester was a nightmare and I really hate hostel, I have issues with hostels since my study in the prior institution lagi, and I quit that one. So, yang ni mcm dah teruk sgt kalau nak quit lagi. Tak jadik quit. Masuk je sem dua walaupun ade lah failed sikit2 subjek yang masih direpeat-repeat sehingga sekarang.
Sem dua.
Sedih sedih itu masih ada. Bangun pagi tanpa mak, untuk org yg memang cuma ade mak je kat dalam dunia ni , perasaannya macam anak yatim. Bergenang-genang pagi petang siang malam. Buat buat happy depan orang tapi dalaman macam nak meninggal sakitnya. Dan dalam usaha aku untuk buat buat jadik kuat, tiba tiba datang seorang hamba Allah jadik roomate baru, jiran sebelah katil. I still remember the first time I saw her , balik2 kelas ade bakul2 kat luar bilik, ignore je sebab mcm taktau pun sape punya then petang tu terperasan ada org berdiri kat bakul2 tu, tersengih pakai baju biru gelap, then I asked " Nak masuk sini ke?" and she said "Ha'ah". And she smiled sweetly and thats it. It was a regular "get to know you" session. I was rushing home that evening so the perkenalan stops there.
And berhari-hari after that, she didn't appear pun, I dont wait for her pun, I dont even care about her at that time. Macam. Tak kisah pun tapi pedulik tu ade la, sebab tak muncul2, barang dah ada. Orangnya ntah mana. (and as time flies I learned that, that's her, she is like that). haha
A week after that, she came up. Haha. And I asked, (a batak junior kinda question) "Selama ni duduk mana?". And she said "Duduk rumah kawan." pastu tanye lagi, "Tak pegi kelas ke". "Tak, ponteng seminggu". "Boleh ke?" "Boleh". Then I was like. wow. Cool gila. hahaha. But I didn't say it outloud, simpan dalam hati je. That was the first wow and the wow goes on and on and on berkali kali sampai skrg. Hahaha. She was such an awesome person, actually. Seriously.
So, we became friends.
The first thing that I saw her did was, lipat baju. hahahaha.Oke abaikan.
And there come this one morning which I woke up moodily (still in the second semester), got morning blues and kinda down. Aku mmg selalu emo. haha. Pastu dye ajak aku makan breakfast, atas meja. Alah, meja lipat yg kene duduk bersila tu, meja student slalu pakai tu, aku dtg je la, duduk je, xde mood, lepastu, oke bayangkan ade sound effect ala-ala magical, dye amekkan semua, pinggan, makanan, makanan letakkan dlm pinggan, letak kat depan mata aku, aku tinggal makan je, dan sebab aku tgh down dan rasa mcm xde sesiapa waktu tu, tiba2 aku rasa mcm nampak rainbow, aku rasa mcm ade je org yg baik dalam dunia ni, ade je, terharu nak mampos, rasa mcm nak peluk2 tapi tak de la peluk, dah kenapa, haha, it was such a simple deed je pun but then because of my mood at that time, it touched my soul. And, since that, every time when I'm with her, I feel so carefree. Everybody needs this kind of friend , at least one. Hmm, I dont even think that she remember this, coz she act nice to mostly everybody and I am just one of her friends that adore her because of her heart. Since the very beginning lagi.
And this is just the first kindness, lepas yg ni, melambak lambak lagi, tak tercerita. Hahaha. dah cakap, everybody needs this kind of friend at least one, tak tau la brp kali aku nak ulang quote ni, HAHAHA.
Nanti,
nanti nanti, hopefully, nanti,
Still boleh kawan lagi. Walaupun dah tak sama destiny,
Dah kemana-mana kedua duanya kami.
Harap harap, masih boleh breakfast sesame lagi. walaupun cuma setahun sekali. walaupun dah sepuluh tahun nanti, dua puluh tahun, dah tua mana pun, semoga still in touch lagi.
In life, you will meet few people that make everything seems magical, cherish them.
